I’m an honest person. I take pride in the fact that I’m real. I’m not always right (according to some people) but I’m passionate in my beliefs. The first time I went to rehab there was no social media. Family and friends knew the story, but only pieces. When I went in this time- all […]
I’d stay on subutex forever. I’m content, I’m breathing and I’m different than the person I was before. My husband is not ok with me staying on this medicine forever. It is fairly new, I don’t think the long terms affects have been researched enough. In rehab I was taught it is short term- a […]
After many many discussions I’ve come to realize we are two different people with two different outlooks on one problem. My side is I never meant harm to my family or hell, even myself. He is right when he says I haven’t done this right. I have isolated myself, which is rehab 101 no#1 do […]
Or maybe half that many. I wish I had enough for my first poll. I’m debating between these two books. And because I refuse to ask for the money right now, I’m trying to decide which to get first. If you were miserable like me, what would be your preferred reading for this lovely Friday […]
I will apologize for all my ramblings. I’ve shut down my facebook and I don’t talk to anyone. Except my kids. And I’m definitely not talking to my kids about any of this. Right or wrong, this is my outlet. If you knew me, you’d know I’m not crazy. Everyone has their times…. I’m going […]
I work from home as a customer service representative. My job is to take care of our business customers. We have been pressed to realize the root cause of problems. We are also given the power to recommend changes that would solve the main issue. Or at least we can take our information to the […]
Of course today’s word would be mountain Just a few days ago I wrote how I’m not climbing back up right now. I’m sitting, crying at the bottom. The beginning of this year there was a huge blowup between my husband and I. We didn’t talk for days. I was ready to move on. But […]
I’m reading a book right now. Well, I’ve only downloaded the sample to my Kindle because I can’t afford the full book It has work for me to do about myself. It’s supposed to be a life changing book that helps decide if I stay or if I leave my marriage. I can’t wait to […]
Maybe this will all be my own oddities, maybe you’ve experienced them yourself, maybe you had your own. I will add to this one, I know I will 1. The first few months, all you want to do (or can do) is stay completely wide awake, or sleep in a comalike state. I couldn’t sleep […]
I’m so tired of high and lows, I could scream. I’ve made up my mind, that I’m just gonna hang out down here at the bottom awhile. I’m too tired to start pulling myself back up. It’s so exhausting to keep pushing foward. May 26th. That was my last good day. That day ended up […]
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